Alrite =) 4 papers down =)


The two english papers are kinda easy =) The geog was so much easier than i expected. Maybe cause leaked. LOL =) I didnt finish chinese sit. =) But, i still can do well derr. So yeah =) So there that. Wanted to actually play after sch. Prac for the CHSC but it rained =_- So i went home and yeah. I feel bored. And so is she. So i was asked to post. =) So yeah. I dont know wat to write. Feel like goin out to do some rubbsh. But i injure my shin. All ur fault. I daringly say that i cannot run fast. For now. SO yeah.
Blogged @ 3:40 AM
Don't let me go -

Okay. Juz some random stuff. dont feel like blogging =) guilty =)





I should be studying rite now u know =) i dont know wat to say. Btw i risking some stupid thing. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX hahahahaha. I daringly say this =)
Blogged @ 5:05 AM
Don't let me go -

=) Basketball =)

Okay. Duno wat to say now. Hmm, Who wanns to represent my house, Da VinCi for Basketball? Go ask Darren Chia =)


Something i wann to say. Those are bad. So too bad =)


You are the only person that i trust now. People say they'll try, but they nv. Only u do =)
Blogged @ 3:26 AM
Don't let me go -

Wow~ I'm enjoying myself =)


Oh yeah! I finally can do that =) =) =) Smiles smiles and smiles. I'm not gonna tell you =)

Okay, i reached school early. Thats so very boring. CE was also boring. So yeah =/ Pe followed by math. Rizal's swinging again. -.- English was boring again. Compare and support. Chinese. Erm, waste of time? Everything is so simple =) History was boring. And i didnt sleep man! 4 hrs in abt two days alr =) I'm still =) Its okay to be KPO. I dont agree =) To a certain extend =)

Hais, I dont know wat to say abt u =) What she say abt u is rite and wat u say abt her is rite. That would mean, i dont have such good frens really. =)






She will do me proud. She will teach me science or wateva i wann She will bring me notes as well. She really a kind gal. I wont let you down =)

Blogged @ 3:46 AM
Don't let me go -

=) I finally found someone who cares =)



Gotta do something. And i nid permission. Today was awesome because =) I juz gonna smile no matter wat happens man! Change it. But right after tmr, u'll nv see me sleeping in class man! remind me =) I'll be calm. Like u'll nv expect. =) Once again, u'll nv know =) right after tmr. The work of the ****** is coming back again =) And everything can happen =) So smile guys =) Cause, tmr is the end of art exams dumb =) Thats my only worries.


Talking abt xyzst. I decided on who to play wat role =) So, i've decided to ask my dear dear dear dearest (hmmm since its all DDDDD,) D =D to play as another role =)

Okay, today, shall be more about feeling. Hais. This story is saddening. But i'm =)


D - As much as i guess, should be caring =) And, daring cause theres a D =D
X - Erm, as much as i wann, i still dont have a very good feeling abt this one.
Y - Okayy.. Still trying to hurt me after so long? I'll smile because of u =)
Z - You are the only one who heed my advise. Was it a mistake?
S - STINGRAYYYYYYYY! Ye cool =)
T - U cant be trusted can you? I still trust you btw =)



Dont feel like it anymore. Its juz one last say of pressure!

Blogged @ 3:59 AM
Don't let me go -

=) Smiles =)


Oh great =) Sistaaaa!~ Thats all for today. Its great enough =)



X, you might know, but u hurt me so badly for the past years. And now, i thank you. =) I'll forgive you =) What abt u? Will you forgive me?
Blogged @ 3:34 AM
Don't let me go -

Okay, cool; I cut-ted my hair.


now i look like Ted =) hmm. Today i stayed at home and studied =) Nth much. And i think i have to stop growing taller =)


Okay! Now u guys can help me by find the wanted man! Will repost later =)
And we shall no go on writing a story. maybe something else will help.. A commercial break!


Ohhhhhhh!~



Help me find this guy eh? Hais. Do it plz?



Weeeeeee>>>>>>>
The guy there is so cute right>? I am not a gay
but i wann his info! Someone help me!














-Deb- is rite. Hais. =) She's so cool now larz plz. And she is friendly! =) And she tries more than anyone whom i know =) Seeye =)
Blogged @ 4:53 AM
Don't let me go -

I've seen it coming.

Oh, i think, at this point of time, everyone's sufferiing frm some kinda heart break yeah? But, cheer up! Cause, i'll care yeah? Dont be heartbroken! Simply because anything happens, ur life will still end =) So be happy =) Maybe, this song can explain everything. And, no matter wat, like i had said, 'once a friend, always my friend' =) There is no conspiracy in this. =) I love all of u guys.


I'll post again tonight =) cheer up kays?






Blogged @ 9:07 PM
Don't let me go -

-WANTED-
EH PPL I NID BIGBIG HELP FRM U GUYS.
I promise someone to get the guy's number =)
So can anyone/everyone help me find this guy's full name? And to any extend, get his number =) thanks a lot!


BIG BIG HUGS =)
Muz help me kays?
Blogged @ 7:42 AM
Don't let me go -

I KNOW THAT HAPPENED!

Woo^T~ I was in school at 0725 =) Latest yet =) i love being late cause i nv was in the past =) Chinese had some open-book quiz and yeah, it was stupid. And then we had IT. Though, my group topped the class, something juz feels wrong. I only got erm, 9/10 when i saw ppl's work are like a lot worst than mine. While they got 10? (not wenhui's group[they put effort], i think some 2A derr.) hais. But, the flash is even worst. Wow, the whole class get 7. People can get 10 when i dont even think its good. oh, but i'm sure most of them put in a whole lot of effort. And, cheer up benji, i'll promise, i'll fight for the marks. =) If, thats what u wann. Then we had a very late recess. And, i realize(frm last year) he's juz acting. Its all showing off =) =) And english was bored. So yeah. Math was even worst. And i juz notice, i forgot to pass up the quiz. Followed by science. It was boring revising though. But it helped. Wanted to do art after school. But, something makes me so happy by losing my things for me. Thanks alot Ms/Mrs tan(s) =) So, i went to parkway! Before that, i realized that guy wasnt really serious abt love =) U know wat i mean =) So, when i reached macs, i saw a den of gamblers. LOL. All not studying! So i was there till erm, abt 5? When Gloria and Esther came with -BoonHui-. Oh gosh, of all time. So stayed and stuffs. Then went back home. I dont think she is angry with me yeah?





Oh, so now i shall continue with this story? Maybe, I should erm, include peeps frm 'The family Tree' =) hmm, i choose, my dearest sons ba. YH and Benji! Only this 2 are reall peeps ba.


So, today morning gotta do the same thing which i enjoys the most. Thus i was in school late. Then, i saw z in the morning and talked a little. And since i realized that T lied to me, i suspects so does S. So, i decided not to trust them for some time. Alrite, Y was a little more happy. And, 1 of my dear son fall sick. And the other one was very unhappy. So i had to do wat a real father does rite?

(notice i nv mention anything abt X yet. The story a bit weird derr ._-)

And, i also did try my best. To try to help X. U know, i really had tried a lot. Cause, simply cause , ILY.

(oh gosh, its doesnt sounds rite. I thinking of how can there be a twist in a twist.)

So, my day end after telling Y that she is the most important person to me now. And, she was the last person i see.

(its ironical yeah? Dont u agree? Its like. =) i shall juz smile =) )




By the author of the previous posts,
The Man who believe lies =)
The guy who is retarded,
the one who always care,
Kr1Z =)




Gosh, what had i just done? =) Some old song here =) And crap, its in english. Its till nice =)
This song is dedicated to those {x,y,z,s,t,benji,Yh} =) Enjoy?




Blogged @ 4:30 AM
Don't let me go -

I'm retarded =)

Woo^T =) Super happy. Though lots of things happen, i've to stay happy =) Smile =) yeah.

Erm, reached school quite late. Somehow, dreams comes true. Its not the first time alr. ITs creepy =) There was a hair check and yeas, MDM YEO, my hair is long. LOL. still muz ask VictorFO.o check derr? Hais =) Then PE was okay. At least i can still run =) thought would faint or something =) Then english was like cher made a mistake and YH spot it i think. OR it was me. Forget lerz. Hais =) Then RECESS OVER. VAL TAN call me us. I was like purposely facing my back to her and then she call me out to scold me. Then she was like ' why ar u facing the back and talking?' But, serious, i wasnt talking. I thought she blind derr cause everything i turn and face derr back nv kena =) Then science was doing last year's paper and then keep change class. Math was super easy. I think, i can do well for math =) I pretty sure, i went toilet twice =) To refill bottles =) Duno why can go so many times in math derr. Last time wann go only scold liao. Then Lit. Sonia said she gives hints. I cant tell lo. But i know wats coming out =) Chinese was as stupid so, yeah. MathWs. After this lesson, i guess, i can get AMath lerz bah =) Went out with erm, Esther-Alvin-Gloria. Didnt intend to but yeah. Suppose to go to the lbry but went to macs instead. And saw Delz-Php-YH-SC there. And yeah. Gloria, dont feel bad. Then started studying =) And then erm, XiaoTian or something came. She was like, super erm, duno how to put it. At every guys name, she will get excited =) Duno why but, everyone was laughing. LOL. Then it was so noisy, it wasnt me the one who get other patrons attention =) Then went home quite late. Like duhs? =) smile more cause erm, I help JQ make a new tagline? ' Ching Chin Qin Kin I am JiAQinG!' SOunds weird. I am lame =)


Okay, sry but, no time for story. But, 1 thing i wann add bah.


Y, though u dont know, and i nv tell u that .. .. that u are the most important person to me right now. I'm sorry.




Well, thats all for today =) smile so that ppl around u will smile too =)
Blogged @ 5:02 AM
Don't let me go -

Oh, this time, i guess i'll make the different.

Oh great. I ssaw that coming. Same things happens in the morning. And there are more to come. i saw HakGin on the bus=) But, i'll wait. =) CE was cool. Witty! Are u okay? Didnt know happen. It look disgusting. But i think u are okay lerz =) PE was erm, kinda stupid? I think that.. ..that was the cause larz.. Hais. Recess was changed. So yeah. And during math, i was wearing PE and Rizal didnt even scold me. But, my heart felt physical pain -.- Worst physical pain ever yeah. Hais. Good thing it wasnt lasting. 2 periods and the pain was lessen =) thanks gloria for the med =) I slept through english. Then chinese was given worksheets to file and gotta bring it home. NO MORE TINGXIE =) History was super slack =) Then did a lot of survey thing in audi. Actually 3. =) then i wait for something that, i didnt thing i should after thinking back now. ESTHER IS TAKEN =) not by me duh? Grat. Eh, those idiots, dont be sad. =) smile like me =) Oh and thanks to erm, i've GOTTEN OVER THE LAST THING! =)







Back to my story writing thing, i shall intro a new char today =) Her name is S. Causse she reminds me of stingray. Those in ".." are names of songs =) and in green, those are personal comments =)

Oh, guess wat? I did the same thing. 2nd say alr and X left me off to my own. Am i doing a very stupid thing? I guess, in her mind, she might be saying, "dont say you love me". Well, went to sch again. The first thing i notice today, is that Y had something she used change and she look very weird. The other one looks better. Dont anyone agree? -I look around for something i wanted to look for- 'Aha!' I saw those words so i was smiling and feeling happy all the way. After something, my heart was somehow telling me to cry. But i wont. So it gave me pain. And because of the pain inside, i didnt see T and Z today.. .. .. Wat a pity rite? Then, i remembered i had a long lost fren whom i didnt knew very well. She's my S. I saw her all of a sudden and well, i juz saw and thats all. Since theres school, once it ends, i would wait. Wait for the other lead actor. And then X would be the last person i see once again. So i've decided to write X a letter. It goes like this..

(can improve letter writing w/o format =) )

To X:
I'm helpless when i'm with you. Its "all again for you". Well, "i love you more than i can say". So, i guess, i'm not giving my self anymore chance. You are not treating me like a friend are you? Well, i guess, i have to " rise above this" now. Its not your fault and not to worry, it'll be mine. I'm feel so helpless. I'm trying to help you and i will. But, "thanks for the memories". So, "when i come around", i hope to see you being happy everyday. And that you would make people around you happy. And also remember- "because of you" "i'm your". I'll promise, "i wont go home without you".
I Love You.
I Sign Here.

(Its sound stupid and emo but its a story anyway. I'm still happy =) )

And since night will fall soon, it'll be "tonight" that i think i should try to call Y. Gd nighx.

By the author who wrote no other nice stories =)
Loves you,
Kr1Z.




Okay, that sound a bit stupid. All the songs and stuff. Maybe this blog should make ppl happy.
Look, i'm waiting for HER, not that one. The other one, everything =) i'm so gonna trust her =)
And yeah, the reason why i like babies ------
1. Babies are cute. Dont u agree?
2. Babies make people smile. Babies make people happy. Even though, they might cry, and no matter how bad, people will still be happy in their presences. And i want to be like a baby. Not think like them, but be like them. Not to think like them, but to be like them. I want people around me to be happy. I want to change people. I've gotten all this far. And there is something i can feel. Everyone else must be happy. It doesnt matter if i cry inside because, wat u see, it will be a sweet =). And this is my new resolution. And i'm gonna share all my joys so that everyone else may be happy. And, I would support the government. Until i joins the opposition. Because, in this case, people can change. People will. Views will be different. I'm gonna put my heart to both resolutions.







Take the light, undarken everything around me
Call the clouds and listen closely I'm lost without you
Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this

Hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken
For all we know, this void will grow
And everything's in vain, distressing you though it leaves me open
Feels so right, but I'll end this all before it gets me

Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this
Call your name every day when I seem so helpless
I've fallen down, and I'll rise above this, rise above this doubt

I'll mend myself before it gets me
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)
I'll mend myself before it gets me
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)

Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this
Forty eight ways to say that I'm feelin' helpless
I'm Falling down, falling down, but I'll rise above this, rise above this,
Rise above this, rise above this doubt





Like wat i said to bene, i hope it lasts long and not stand strong. Because, i dont want it only for a moment. I wan it for life. I love you. Not Bene -.-

Blogged @ 3:04 AM
Don't let me go -

Woot! I'm getting crazy!

I'm proud, to announce, i have gotten over 2 of the 3 things that is bothering me!

Okay. Woke up super early and yeah, the same things happen. As i had expected. I think i see it beforehand. I think i can see everything. Its not clear but it seems to happen before. NVM =)
I hand in art rite, 2 blank pieces. Haha. Eww. Ms liz nv come again. hais.

Science was fun. both before and after school. Ms Guna is the best yeah! And she found my long lost ruler =) And she told me how to do well for the exam! GL jingHao. hee. Talk to Guna for more than 1/2 hour =) The mind map was real cool! Thanks, I owe it all to u cher!

went home after school ba. After recess, everything became nice and i was happy! Great isnt it? Exams are coming! Yay. Its exactly 200 after cohort camp this year =) raymond told me =) Hope each and everyone of us erm, do well for the .. .. .. .. =)














Oh. I shall direct my own story.
Characters
X, i love you. Y, i think i know wat happen. but dont be sad kays? Z, Ahha u too, cheer up! And now, introducing a new fren, the one whom tell me i can trust her, i shall name her T, T for trust =)

Hey, i woke up in the morning. Oh, it time to look for X yeah? Agreed. Oh so i went to school alone=) And ahha. I see Y in class. I guess she was angry because of me. So yeah. I said something abt X to her. And she was angry. The whole day she tried to ignore me. I think i know the prob. Oh, it that. Now i know that, i'll try not to anger you i guess. And during recess, guess who i saw? XTYZ of course =) And oh, T smiled again. When T smiles at me, everything became frozen somehow. And then, Z seems unhappy and when i asked, i was told secret and, oh i see wat happen and i'll try to help! And there i was facing Y again but it didnt turn better. And it went on till i could finally go home. X was the last person i saw. I am not dead yet =)


The story above was all random and not based on anyone or anything. Do not be angered by this erm, ironical passage. There will be more duhs?


Signing off by the author,
With Loves,
Kr1Z =)
Blogged @ 5:24 AM
Don't let me go -

I cant believe i'm doing this. i am soon gonna entrust all my dead secrets to someone i dont really know well. All i know now is, its either gonna die with me, or it will be known. hais. Should it be a right choice or not, i dont know. There are those who definitely i cant trust. And those that i can, cant be trusted for long. so i either take the risk or leave it. I really hope you can be trusted.
Blogged @ 6:13 AM
Don't let me go -

hais. This is gonna happen all over again?

Woke up quite early too. Still having fever up to now. Hais. This few days, this graph is bad. I dont like it. Chinese was some chengYu test which i didnt studied for. So yeah. Music test was. Erm, at first, it seems hard then after a while, i figured out some stupid answers and it seems to be easier than it was before. Math was kinda boring. I FLUNKED sail. [19 :'(] Then was english, practice some compre and yeah, fave part of the week i suppose. DnT!! !! !! I finished nearly everything and i had like nth more to do ler i guess. Plus DnT is soooooo funn! I nv realize eh. Then everything else wasnt as great. Ms nani came late -.- for abt 20 mins.


Hais. I have fallen once again so badly. Not by X. Its Y. Hais. y muz i be so stupid every time? hais I wont give up yet. But Y, dont be angry alrite. And there's that Z trying to do something else. I'm trapped. its gonna break soon.
Blogged @ 4:12 AM
Don't let me go -

Oh great, i've fallen sick. Gotten fever frm yesterday and hais.

Oh great, i have deleted the long long post i have typed. Hais

Oh great, why muz ppl lie to me? hais.

Oh great, why muz i be so stupid? hais

Oh great, why muz he be stronger then i am? hais

Oh great, why do ppl act as if they care when they dont? hais.

Oh great, what am i suppose to do now? hais
Blogged @ 4:18 AM
Don't let me go -

Well, i'm tired. Hais woke up super early today and have most of my time waiting. Okay ba. I now know that i can reached school super early without taking cab =) But in any case, i not into that idea. haha?

Chinese was err. Boring. She totally. Sux. Make me see in front. Is like so demoting larz. Like as if i lousy so ask me sit in front. Wtf lo. Then write the compo until period finish. Super bored. Hais. Then IT. Crap larz. Suppose to vote for some kinda best poster. LOL. Why like this der? Hais. Then was like Hazli say out marks for website halfway say my grp cause got hacker so no marks. Then i was like sleeping before that so i was like WTF. In the end, got 9. He lied -.- Then got super early recess. Did nth much. English had spelling. I learn ho.. Then math , i went all crazy today again. Sry; gloria esther Yh. U all cant study/sleep cause i was too random. Science. Quite sleepy larz. hais. After sch stayed back for awhile. Hais? The Np sec one didnt do very well =x HK i told u wat was rite rite?



Hee.Heehee. I finally realize why i am 'reborn'. My eyes are now open. I wasnt even angry or even feel any hatred. At all. 1. Erm, lets take Pw ba. My group was pinned. But at that time, i dont feel anger. At all. I juz was guilty. Not of my info was wrong but my info was not enough. but maybe, i should say, get ur info rite before u make a fool of urselves =) 2. Today ba. Cannot remember a lot of stuff. Okay. Today, I wacked Mardhi. Not out of angry again. but guess wat i saw. Something not to be done was done. And guess wat, i told him not to do, he wasnt even resentful. I dont give in to ppl doin such in public. So, i guessed i wasnt wrong. For i do wat i had said. I say what i had done. I wont give in to bad guys. When i'm in the wrong, i wont let myself win. So dont worry abt that.

Oh now i feel so stupid. I believe nearly wat everyone say to me. Hais. Can u all not lie to me? At least, there are ppl who can be trusted. Dont be sad Nari =) Maybe i'm the one who should cheer up -.- But at least, i dont hate. And i'm not angry =)
Blogged @ 5:15 AM
Don't let me go -

There goes my marksman. Oh well, i guessed thats it? No more marksman. No more future. Hais. I really wanted that PartB marksM bdg. But i .. i .. .. ..

Went to school on time. Not a nice sign. I think i have improved my cards skills =) Had nth much in the morning. Frisbee. Sports was like somewhat my fave. But kinda i think this isnt my thing -.- So yeah. Maybe its me, maybe its wdv. Ms Nani wasnt here today. Science was cool. I got to sit with Jovan! Gone with JQ. Did some weird experiment. And it proves that, if you are good, you're good and nth can change that =) Math was boring. I think, rizal still sux. But, i feel crazy during his lesson =x Something juz went wrong. Maybe i was hiding my fear. I really wanted that MarksM bdg. Hais. Change and went off to NeeSoon something. I sat with Bene on the bus and his IPhone is cool. I smsed ppl with it. I still like my own phone -.- Waited for a long time. And some LT was ther telling us wat to do and staff and he make logical jokes =) Not like Rizal -.- Okay. Maybe Jovan was rite. Hais.. I didnt get wat i wann. I nearly cry after the delibrate sia.. Then Snap also not so well. Went home with Bene again! And hope that he get better. .. .. AND JON GOT MARKSMAN! He fail last year lo..





Thanks, at least for not lying to me. For at least tying. But its okay. Though i'm not some superhero, as long as you are happy, i'm really okay. Serious.
Blogged @ 5:05 AM
Don't let me go -

Esther told me to do this quiz.. .. ..

Name 20 people whom you know,Mixing of boys and girls will be fun :D
1)Aaron
2)TXY
3)TPF
4)Darren Chew
5)JR
6)HT
7)Samatha
8)Mel
9)Hui Xun
10)Sean
11)RS
12)Jerome
13)Ashley
14)Hoone Jing
15)Pei Shan
16)Julia
17)Andrew
18)Xin Er
19)Matilda
20)Shi Min

( Notice that i generated random ppls. So they most likely not no everyone =) )

1. How did you meet number 15? Rite. She was born after me =)

2. Do you love number 5? Why would i stay overnight in his house then? (playing com)

3. What happens if number 1 goes out with number 20? Erm, its possible. I'll be so so so happy for the both of them. But, as far as i can tell , i wont think it'll last :'(

4. Have you bathe with number 13 ? Erm, nope. I dont bath with gals.

5. Have you slap number 16's butt ? I'm no pervert.

6. If number 19 proposes to you, will you accept ? It depends. But NO. Sorry? Too bad eh.

7. If number 10 left you all of a sudden and went with 17, what would you do? Give up on both of them and go for some other nicer numbers =)

8. Would you die for number 14 ? I'll die for her. Like duh? I'll die for anyone.

9. Do you think number 12 is a hotty? Yeah? Strong and all. But, hais.

10. Do you think number 2 is wooing number 18 ? Ummm.

11. What do you think of number 7? I dont think of other ppl other than .. -.-

12. Do you have a crush on number 3 before ? Nope.

13. If number 4 likes number 9 but number 9 likes you, what would you do ? I cant do anything can I? Wait, i juz realize, this is stupid.This question is not rite.

14. What will you do if number 8 is suffering from cancer ? I'll comfort her? Give her all that she want before anything bad happens?

15. If number 11 buys a bra for number 6's birthday present, what do you think the colour would be ? HT doesnt wear a bar. And RS knows him. So the colour muz be red.


All those are kinda juz nonsense. So yeah dont take it to heart. Haha. Hais. Seeye all.
Blogged @ 5:43 AM
Don't let me go -

I have a lot. To tell. Hais. I starting to change. I juz realize. Its only two week. From the indifferent i felt when i was alive, now i have another feeling. - Insecure - This is for real.

First, results is moving around aimlessly. Sometimes, it goes to the peak but it'll drop to the bottom. I've taste it before. And i know whats the outcome. But this time, it seems different.

Friends dont seems to be friends anymore. At the very least, i can see that people are trying but, i still feel insecure.

What else can be insecure? I trust you. But i will die if you lied to me. Seriously. I mean it. I love you. I really do. Dont lie to me by any chance kays?






I shall try something. =p


Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
No I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning in loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But it's my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I can't always be waiting waiting on you
I can't always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your cards
But it's not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery,
Keep building it up, then shooting me down
But I'm already down
Just wait a minute
Just sit and wait it
Just wait a minute
Just sit and wait it

Well if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing the fool?
No I can't always be waiting waiting on you
I can't always be playing playing your fool, foool
Blogged @ 5:23 AM
Don't let me go -

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

Why does this always have to happen? Hais. It isnt wat it seems? Are you lying to me? Am i juz a useless fool as before? Is it because of wat? I duno. All i know is, ILY And its true.
Blogged @ 6:36 AM
Don't let me go -

Seriously, i'm hot, in deep ****.



5 mains things that happen today.

1- I went to school on a bus -.- First time i took bus on a schoolday to school. And a random person came up to me and asked for my number -.-

2- I didnt bring my art exam intruction paper. Thus Val Tan call my dad. It was wasted. But i dont think of it much later in the day.

3- I learn something today. After school. Maybe it was rite ' Dont expect anything in return when you help something.' I shall add on to this ' People will still treat u like dirt =)' Actually, no i am not angry.

4- I'm in love with someone crazily =) =) =) Yay! ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU!

5- I got my phone taken away. My Dad. Hais. Dont you ever compare me with that useless guy. I am different. That was long ago. Why muz you bring that up. I know i did wrong but. I wont hate you.

Okay, now i'm without phone but i'll try. This may gonna be boring again.
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You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
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Hais. Why in the world did i give that up?

School was not good. Though i got to see what i wann to see. Get to do what i wanted during the hols but still, something is missing. Maybe i should have flew off yesterday.

Chinese did some letter thing. Simple. Waste of time. Music. Same musical every week.. And i went off to ask for air-con. = lesson too boring. -.- hais. Then math was a bit stupid. Rizal was telling us stories abt his trip to japan. Which includes him sleeping with a complete stranger, kicking some stuff on the floor , the old man wearing an underwear and the button in the toilet. Its not at all funny nor interesting. I shall not elaborate. English was no better. I nearly slept. Was talking all the while. E realize something. Teacher always caught me talking -.- and only when talking to her. LOL. Was waiting for replies. DnT. Finally, i get to do some meaningful thing. Like hammering. And stuff. Then went for english. Nth much. After school, went to * * to clear up some stuff. But maybe i should have gone off.



Happy Birthday!
-HuiXun
-Hakim
-Edric (belated)
-Sherlyn
-ZhenWei


Wa so many der.




I really mean it lorz. Reply me larz. Hais. I duno know what to do. How to do wat. I was angry but i couldnt make u angry. I dont wann you to. Aiya. Crap. Are you okay? For real feeling better? Happy Bdae. =) I dont know what i can do to make you happy. Juz be =)
Blogged @ 6:17 AM
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Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.


DECEMBER
Loyal and generous
Patriotic
Active in games and interactions
Impatient and hasty
Ambitious
Influential in organizations
Loves to socialize
Loves praises
Loves attention
Loves to be loved
Honest and trustworthy
Not pretending
Short tempered and egoistic
Takes high pride in oneself
Hates restrictions
Loves to joke
Good sense of humor
Logical

Sagittarius

Turn ons

Sagittarius is basically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with their zest and enthusiasm in life. They can bubble with excitement that can be tangible at times. And if you share same interests and hobbies then life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone goes to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.

Turn offs

Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction hence do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on talking about certain things that may not even interest you but it is their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the point of being rude) so do not feel offended by their talks.
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OH IT GONE!I missed my plane.
Blogged @ 6:42 AM
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Its time.



Aiya. I dont know if i should go off.. Hais. I wann to go to school on monday. But this chance only come once. And the luggage is packed. Now it either i'll go or not.




Today woke up quite late. Had IMT. Totally wasted. Didnt even try. The rifle was -.- and it seems like none had done well. So yeah. Feeling lazy.




I LOVE YOU.I really wann you to know. I LOVE YOU.
Blogged @ 6:35 AM
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This is nice lorz. its not that i dont like Chinese songs. Cause i came over this song.



Today..
Woke up super early today! Haha.. Went over to sis sch. Ate Macs! My mum is kind =p Then when over to HT and got a few hours to GunZ. Was playing with him. HE IS SO PRO LARZ. Not fair der. Sure lose. Then i went over to JR/JW's to borrow a soccerball and candles. -.-

Went to find Gloria and Esther and off we went to orchard. We reached there. And guess wat? We say Deepa. ( we go there for a class gtr but Deepa was ground for some kind, we didnt expect her). Met up and thus went around. But got the wrong way. So we walk till we get the right stop.

Botanic Garden.
It is big. But, not up to the description. It is big. But it isnt nice at all. The water's polluted. The swans aint as nice. But, today it was made better. GreatGoing for all those that went! First, we settled down and ate. Which i didnt. To know i that i dont like veg -.- Then ice-and-water. It was fun cause i duno. No one catch me der. Ohya and i was running like a chicken. Cause i keep thinking that my pant would drop off -.- Good thing it didnt. Then slackslack a bit. I think cause Jovan came. Then everyone stopped. SIan. They started playing board games. So (Benji and Gloria) and me went to buy drink for ppls. But, ' I have a sense of direction' And we went all around the place. Good thing we found a map and yeah in the end go back near empty-handed. But the things there are super ex lo. Then slack slack. Then i think nth le ba. They pour water over Marc and Bene cause its their B-dae( not today). And jean was saved. Took photos ( i am the one taking, so i'm not in the photos.) Then went off to shop at orchard. Ppl went home 1 by1 and i got to buy MosBur to eat. Went home in bus 5. Then MRT. I still owe HT a chicken wing! Haha.



Happy Advance BDAES!
HuiXun =)
Jean =)
Bene =)
Marc =)
(anyone else =p ___)
Blogged @ 5:43 AM
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KFC was nice.

Guess wat? Tk won 6 years in a row for SeaCom. And Mr Lee was the GOH. Went to watch and it was a close call. But we won in the end. Hope that we can continue keeping up this good work. But still, i think i dont regret quitting kayaking =p

Woot.


She left before I had the chance to say
The words that would mend
The things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Why does this happen to me
Why does every moment have to be so hard?
The weight of the things that remained unspoken
I wish you were here with me
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much
I've fallen and I can't get up
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
I wouldn't change a thing about it
I found a place so safe, not a single tear
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

Nice Verses From - Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon5; Tonight by FM Static; Innocence by Avril Lavigne

Blogged @ 5:13 AM
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I have enough =).

But, its not time yet.
Blogged @ 6:37 AM
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Okay. I shall do what i want to.
I want to thank all of you.

thank you. i know you tried to put up with me. I know u tried to know me. I know you tried. I'm sorry. I cant help u much. I cant reach your standards. I cant even make you happy. I'm sorry.

thank you. For replying my msges. I love you.


thank you. For even being frens with me. For even trying to make me smile. =) i'm smiling now. For you.

thanksyou. For being there at the right time the right place. And even i'm angry sometimes with you, u are always a fren.

thank you. trying to be a big brother in front of me. I know ur limits. And you are trying to make all of us happy.

thank you. You all tried and deserves a big round of applause.

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