Sian. Promises. Broken. Good bye.
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FUCK IT. DONT MAKE ME MENTION NAME. U THINK THAT U ARE RIGHT TO THINK THAT I AM ALWAYS WRONG? I DONT GIVE A DAMN NOW. WHY THE FUCK DONT U EVEN UNDERSTAND. I THOUGHT U COULD. U ARE SO wateva. SO FUCK OFF. U ARE NOT SOME KIND OF GAL WHO CAN CHARM ANYONE. AND TELL YOU WHAT, I AM GETTING SO VERY ANGRY, FUCK OFF. To me, u are juz nth. Simply cause u dont really think.



WHAT THE HECK ARE U THINKING? U ARE SO DAMN XTRA I CANT THINK HOW ELSE CAN I SAY ABT YOU. ANY GOOD POINT? LET ME THINK.. NO. SO WHY THE FUCK ARE U TRYING TO BREAK UP MY WHOLE LIFE? GET A LIFE. U ARE BETTER OFF DEAD. U THINK U ARE GOOD COOL AND WATEVA COPYING OTHER PEOPLE? FUCK OFF DOG. I THINK ITS BETTER THAT U GO TO SOME ACTING PLACE. SINCE U CAN ACT SO LIE. GO BACK AND LIE TO UR MOTHER FOR MONEY LAR.



SO WWAT IF U ARE FAT? LIKE AS IF U CAN DO ANY THING. THE ONLY THING U CAN DO IS FLIRT. BUT ITS AS IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE A PIG LIKE U. U THINK U ARE STRONG? U THINK U CAN BULLY? I FUCK NOT. U ARE JUST LIKE ANY COWARD I SEE BEFORE. I STILL REMEMBER CR. U ARE JUZ LIKE HIM. AND GUESS WAT, I THINK U ARE NOT EVEN FIT TO BE CALLED A PIG U RACIST.



And to end this of, i shall be kind. I will give every single one of u face if u wan. Earn it. But to tell u the truth, u wont change. I know, its all my fault. But who cares rite? Is that what u all like to say? God bless.

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TK NCC HAS JUZ WON THE DRAGON-BOATING COM. GRATS!


LOL. Sian. Today CE had some Expression thing. I dont find it useful at all lo. I think its really veryvery boringboring. Tried to enjoy but still, too bad. The rest of the day was okay ba.
MY 2.4 NID 10 MORE SECS TO GET A AND I WILL GET PERFECT SCORE FOR NAPFA!

Sia lar. Dont feel like posting anymore. I AM WAITIN TILL THE END OF TODAY.



Thanks HX. LOL. I think it over. And i think u are rite.
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Should be the last post today.

Okay. I'm glad that i got all As for my NAPFA. Other than the 2.4 which i juz found a new motivation. In fact 2. The one i used days ago is long gone. And i will try to forget it. And its time for me to stop bleeding. I had enough. Art was fun sorting out book. While the rest of the four are doing some illegal stuffs. I PASS his. LOL. But fail GEOG. but i dont really mind. And i was falling asleep. MY SCIENCE TEACHER IS SO VERY KIND.

This is not for you anymore. Its for her, Thanks. Really. For at least, be the only friend who tries to help. Lets hope it wont end like any other. See ye tmr.
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Hey, get this clear. I am alr trying my fucking best. Why is every single damn thing my fault? Wat my fucking problem? If u think i can do better, show me what fuck you can do.
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So wat? ..

Hais.Hais.Hais. What a day. Well, i am BACK now. Finally.

wateva. I demand something. And if i dont get it, thats really too bad.

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Hey, I got a chance into getting into orienteering but i am not a very bit happy right now.


I shall ask, do u know that i am trying my best for you alr? And do u know that it isnt easy at all being me. Well, i can juz push myself off this cliff but i am holding right there. And my heart has not stop bleeding. And, addin on to that, there are also people i have no give a chance to care for me. Simply because i am waiting. For u either to save me or to push me off. Well, i can tell u, NCC (sea) dont sux, simply because it rox my life. And whether u care or u dont, if i dont get ur call in two days time, i'll choose to climb back up myself and go to the other end of the earth. Even after so long, cass still call and she even care. So does HJ. Who i only knew for a day. I treat u better than them. But u take me like dirt. I know u might need time. U wont know. I might juz be gone. I DONT HAVE MUCH TIME. I know u are trying to be better. For the time being, i juz dont think it is enough. I dont expect much. It is simply because of those negative things that really makes me bleed. I am really trying. And to tell you the truth, u took away all my unhappiness juz to make me feel even worse than before. I dont know. 2 days it shall be.





Hey, dont u understand a thing i say? GO away from me. I am giving each and everyone of u respect that u all dont deserve. And what do you all do? Everything to make sure i fa;;/ Are u happy now?

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Y^2 is cute.
Hoone Jing , Nice to meet you!
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HAPPY BDAE PEISHAN!
HAPPY belated BDAE CASS!



Okay. Juz got back home. I WANN to GET INTO orienteering com.

WTF i nv walk lor. And i really wanna go in!! Got hope.



OKay. Went to have lunch with sutain and some other ppl. And, LOL sutain leaked info. SO i now am a dangerous man. I knows wats gonna happen during training. LOL.

After lunch, took MRT from one end to the other. The other one is at BoonLay cause my cousin lives there. And ITS HER BDAE! And i can nv guess that there are so many guys that like her. LOL. Cool. But, the sad thing is, NONE of them are able to win over her heart. And i had to be the bad guy to make sure someone dont mess up her bdae. LOL. And and and, her frens are all nice. And ****! LOL. Hahaha. I GOT ALL YOUR NUMBERS!! Went back and the fare was like $17.50
And it took half an hour.


andandand, yeah my team came back 2nd and btw, i got to treat my part A drinks. LOL

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Now i know the difference between you and cass. Even though after such a long time, she still talk to me as if i am her best fren. Wat abt you? By tell me i am a fren watsoeva means nth. U dont even wanna share with me your sorrows. I duno how to help or whether u would wan me to help.


Stayed till very late. And well, i still dont feel well.

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Why. Must. This. Always. Happen. To. Me.







I.Am.Treating.You.Like.Some.Sister.Why.The.****.Did.You.Say.That.




Nerissa post this before. I saw.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

Why will you nv apologize to me. I know u may think i am stupid. I will not give up.

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Know wat? I found a aim. Which i cant think how it will last. I'll try my best to make it last. So that i can stop bleeding.


Okay. RH DAY!!! LOL. today i feel super super happy. Even home when i got home. Normally i would not have any good feelings inside me. Today, after so long. RH day. And i made mistakes. And i nv do my best. LOL. Sry. Thanks Mrs Lim, Mr soh and Sam. And like duh, the rest of u.
Mr Soh was so very kind to call Mac for us. And went home with nic. I duno why, i feel the same way as once she did. Receive a call from someone long forgotten. Now i remembered. ANDANDAND, i am like singing/jumping/shouting the whole day. ButButBut, i wanna learn how to dance. As in really DANCE.



Well, thanks. For allowing me to help.
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Know wat? Once again, I can feel my heart bleeding. I am telling the truth. Everytime that happens, i can feel pain and my hands will turn numb. And guess wat, you are making me bleed. When is it goin to stop?
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LOL. Reached home late. I still dont understand why somethings happen. It dont meant to be that way.


Okay. Lit test was fun. Can cheat easily. But i am Good boy. So i did not cheat. LOL. Science, teacher nv come. So, ms kam took over and the class sucked. What really happened? Arrrrrrrrr. From my sudden happiness, my passion for that single little thing is all gone again. I dont want to be hanging on this string. I wanna do what i have to.



I think its rite. I duno. I think the song- ' Will you remember me' is quite nice. After so long. And well, I shall not lie about anything from now on. And if i do, find a way to force me.
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Where the pontoons bump and spray
All the others reading, standing
As the Manly ferry cuts its way to Circular Quay

Hear the captain blow his whistle
So long she's been away
I miss our early morning wrestle
Not a very happy way to start the day
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Rawr. Was in the RGCO thing last night. It was nice. But i dont enjoy it.
Today, was like super high. Duno why. Now, i think Jay's songs are super nice lo. Duno why.
And like kena sent out the class for something i duno. BUt ohwell, everythings my fault. Thats my life. After school stayed back for some RH thing. LOL. Alvin confessed. Thats like so stupid. I AM NOT A GAY. Went home. Ohwell. THERE IS A LIT TEST TMR.




Hey, know wat, if u dont trust me, dont ask me. I HATE LIERS. Seriously, i cant really find any reason to live. I feel like dying. I know i cant. There is something i have to do. But, will it matter? I wonder what happens. Well, the one whom i thought will nv care about me cared. But so what? I dont see anything worth living for. One day, i shall go crazy.
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Where i belong? Where i keep my heart and soul? Where dreams come true for us..

National day is coming. Up till now, It only now i feel like as if i am frm singapore! And i LOVE singapore!


Had training today. I am going to love NCC man!!!!


I am goin to be a refined gentle man. WAts refined? ITs for me to define.

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Hey, i came back feeling happy juz to know that i did something wrong. Btw, i am a guy. Not some other wateva u see. IDC i cant do anything. And i wont. ILY. Well, dont. I dont wanna cry. Yet again. I dont know. It sux. Any case, i cant take any more rubbish. I had enough. My tail shall be shown. I really dont wan anything *** ** ****** to the *****. i wonder, if i am the only one who have eyes. Maybe, cass is rite. I should get back to her.
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Hey, this will all be in black. Now, i find NCC(C) fun =p. And,Can i? Will u? HEy, dont ignore me. Hope HG get well soon.
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Hi! Today, i shall say weird/everyday thing happening to my family.'

1. My dear Joey got a new specs. And her rather like wearing it O.o
Like for me, i find specs a bore. Cant do many things. And when u change spec or something, U will look diff. And like is a waste or time and $$.

2. My mom went home in a bus today. So rare. The bus had no air-con. She took sit. A pregnant came up on the bus. My mom did not give up her sit because her leg was aching. The driver stop halfway. Scolded the NSmen on the bus to give the ssit. Wat a good driver. I wonder how ashame the other ppl on board is?(my mother too.)

I think its enough. Nida study for the 3 test tmr.



Hey, i said u can still count on me rite? I know u juz broke up. But not to worry. I read all ur past post. I know u well enough. U really like him. But get over it. I am still here. Still ur fren. Always.

LOL. Know something? LOL. God loves U! haha. Ohwell, not too sure but , i am not anywhere up that tree. I am right beside u.




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HIIIIIIIE
Today was a veryveryvery great day.!!
GOt a lots of lessons today. MOst of them are quite boring. TMR got math and i got no textbook. Sure get scolding from Rizal.. Kays. WEnt to play fb after school. YH and SC join us. And ohwell, it rained.
Before we left petal, JW and SC were like shoutin ' Chio Bu!' cause there was juz a group of girls playing with water. ANd i thought the guys were stupid. And so they were.


WAitwaitwait. MY dad is behnd me. BYE!
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WAIT!!
I forgot to thanks all of them for today. YH's dad was so very kind, he paid for everything. Shall pay when asked. And thank raymond for bringin ur cam and wakin me up on the bus. I overslept when i went there. Thanks all the seacom kayak-er Great Going.
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Okay. I shall post for the past few days. Before i go for Ubin.
Friday's POP was great.
My new PSes
1. Farhan
2. Heng Keat.
wtf if i spell wrong ar.

LOL. Back frm UBIn.
Re-editin posts

Sia lar.
WL.. MAGICBOX was super nice lar.
then well, its time.

Eh, guess wat, i am good at guessin. I am still right. HAha.



THanks. With love.

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Well, what can i say when the teacher in class dont like me?

Okay took temp. JH is so daring and cute! RAn to hid in the toilet. But i heard that u dont even have to buy if u nv bring..


Tmr POP liao. And something, something tells me that Daniel, like K****** ? LOL. Enough. Bye.
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Oh yeah!! I got my answer! I AM WILD WITH JOY!

ON the other hand, i have given up.

Waking to sweat again
Another day’s been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I’ll never leave this place
There’s no escape

I’m my own worst enemy

I’ve given up…
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is
Wrong with me!

I don’t know what to take
Thought I was focused but I’m scared
I’m not prepared
I have a better way
Looking for hope somehow somewhere
And noone cares

I’m my own worst enemy

I’ve given up…
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!



I am giving up on her. Its no use. At all.

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Okay. Today was fun. =pp
C.E. was so nice. I learn a whole lot of words to describe lazy people.. =pp
P.E had some handball kinda game which was okay. But it was quite hard. As in the ball. =pain. JH and jean got balled. And they were like hit by. Nabil and Bene. LOL.LOL.

ZHUOLAOSHI nv come today. No tingxie. Woot!~ Some weird teacher came in. PW was slack, did nth.

English after school was nice. At least, at this rate i am goin, i can pass my english !!



Thanks for laughing. U made me laugh. BUT WHY U NV HELP ME ASK? Lol. Nvm. THanks anyway.

WAt is ur fave colour? FOr certain peeps, colour means a diff thing =p=p alrite GTG.

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What really happen? I dont know. I totally dont understand. Maybe, i dont need to. NVM. Takes time.

Thanks. For all those that had been done. Thanks. (For you =p)


From the book ,' Maybe it was a grandparent, a teacher or a colleague. Someone older, patient and wise, who understood you when you were young and impassioned, helped you to see the world as a more profound place, and gave you advice to guide your way through it.'
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RawR. After 3 days, i finally get to use com. And i got B&H test tmr and i havnt studied a thing TingXie on Wed. Siansiansian. Short posts this few week still. But no one really cares =p. So thats it.
Today - went out to JR and "I'm on fire!" Goin all crazy. Sry for all the injuries caused by me =p.

And , okay. Had lunch and been smsin. Why dont she reply me? ITs been 2 days. WAT THE **** HAPPEN? what did i do wrong?

RawR. Jr's house and stuff.

I did not skip sat's training. But i am officially out of the school team for kayaking. Cheers!
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Okay. so long. school has been boring. And i still have not hand up DnT. tired. And well, it dont worth it. GRATS TO MARDHI AND SUFI. And what can i do other than to play crds? yesterday went to YH house. ANd wow. Bored. Now. Gunz. Maple.

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Now i know how hard life is. And, english is now my fave. subject. Not because i like it. But because i have to. And i learn something harsh today. Well, wish both of u will get well soon. See, i am a good blogger. No name. Plus i dont think i will scold anyone here. HAha.

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CAMP FEAST!!!

Let me recall what school are there.
1. Tk
2. Riverside
3. Marist
4. BBSS
5. Springfield
6. Canberra
7. CCK
8. Sembwang
9. ACSI
10. Peicai*
11. AI
12. AES



SO many school, so little discipline. Is it counted as ironical?
First we went the the HQ and were given group. Place our bags and we have our lunch.
Started on my first activity- The firefox. I was the last few and btw, i have fear of heights. But the stupid thing is that i jump before i was suppose to and in mid-air, i heard something tore and thought it was my bot. ~.~
And i had finish it off. Next, archery. Was quite easy but the wait was long.
Fave sector. Paint-ball. Too bad i did not get to try a match. Only a gallery.
Dinner and we had fun before we sleep yeah?
Next day. Woke up and had bunk check. And well, Propelling. I SAY I AM SCARED. So u cant blame me for shaking. LOL. At least i jumped. AGAIN. Its like flying mid air.. No fun. Rock climbing and , MOC- Multiple Ob course. After that off we go back to school..

Erm, i wanted to so much insult ppl. But no, it wont happen in my blog.


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