Finally. My 3 worst subjects are over. My 4 worst paper are over. Chinese paper 2 should be easy. wasted. nvm. So wat now? Should i study for math or science? And btw, thanks for the Geog notes. It helps a lot =p:) .. Skipped math after school. Went home. Was bored to tears at home. Wanted to play a bit of com. Studied. And watch tv.. And o ya, sry, i went home bus the other bus cause i got something on. Nightz?
How? - You can try this 'Every night, before you sleep, try to reflect.' What hav u done and wat should YOU do and wat u should not hav done. (con.tmr lazyy..)
For so long i still remembered. Does it really matter? Something i find nice. Love is lost but can NEVER be FORGOTTEN. I guess that nobody really cares abt this nowadays. But does it matter?
Will u 'mary' me? And btw, i duno whose mary.. =p
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
TOday was MT Paper 1 rite? Was kinda easy. The first part, i nearly forgot how to write a informal letter. I could not finish my 2nd part. Kena scoldin because someone stole JQ bag.. =x .. DUn bother askin me, i wont tell.. Went home as usual. But dun worry. No more 2nd Inden. Play com like anything before i study. And yea. I did studied, so back off.
Make time. 1.For urself 2.For others. (con tmr. Lazyy..)
Put urself in the shoes of others? lol.
lovelovelove3
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Monday, April 28, 2008
Eng paper~~ It was quite easy. I did the first question. The reunion. The first thing that come to my mind is that to make a plan of wat i am suppose to write. And i did juz that. But i finished the paper, i think that i wrote too much on focusin on the wrong point. But nvm. Stayed in class during recess. After that was paper 2. Wasnt as easy but i tried my best. I did wat nv did in the past hopin that it'll work. Went home. First time after so many months. I read and play com. Quite too often.
3.Me(aningful) Do all the things that you think is worth doin. If you are willin, you will make sure that ur time is used up wisely. You should plan a timetable which suits ur nids but do remember that time is something manageable. Do not let time control you but control time.. .. ..
Its what i had know frm a long time. He has been trying to sing Love into existence again And he has failed.
itisonlyamatteroftime. istillloveyou.
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
Sunday should be one of the best day. Life is saddening. But too bad. Woke and in the mornin and had lessons for a few hours. Used the com for stuffs and went for svc. Sermon was abt fearin GOD. .. Went home. Study. Com. TV. Eat. Sleep.
Continue on monday. This will break every sunday.
Juz this i hav learn today. Its enough. 'I lived not to be bothered by Man's opinion but to please THE LORD.'
ITNTCBISCHIGINYAMIWIRNN.. ~
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
Went ECP!! For breakfast of course. Afterwards, went to the parkway and kinda wanna meet up with B.H. but i was er. late so i nv get to see her. But anyway, i dint know that there was a arcade in parkway until today ~.~ And guess wat, i saw cass's parents there.. So long since i ever saw her.. But it doesnt matter. When home and yea, i havda study cause exams. But still, i hav to use com. Not that i am addicted to anything but i juz feel that i can study usin the com. My life is still as boring. Hahaa~ And btw, thanks, i rather jab myself now.
2. I (must be willin) Like i say before, you hav to be in control. To make full use of ur time, you have to be willin to do it(as in to even wan to make use of time wisely). It might sound crazy or easy to some but, it isnt. Even for some people who tasted success, its doesnt last until u know what u are here for. (cnt tmr.)
.. today i still hav yesterday's mixed feelin but better. It only today that i dare to confirm that my class actually only know how to plan and action are always last min. Plannin is good but wat is the use of changin plans last min. And btw, if u know that i am domineerin, then, at least inform me before hand. Seriously, i dun care anymore. I will be wat i want to be as and when i like. I'll try not to hold back anymore. Because nth ever will happen until i realise how important the class is. All i can say now is too bad. Btw, even though u dun really like me, at least u are true to me. I rather hav true frens than good frens. 'You have the power to defend yourself, so there is no excuse for killing, no matter what your attacker intent.'
Heartbroken~
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Friday, April 25, 2008
Today. Nth much to say? MT was abt write a story abt a teacher or smth. Science, on the other hand i was readin a book. UGH! .. And i got my mind on something and it inspire me to do smth. =x. Spellin was easy? DNT~ Every week's lesson was borin. But today, we get to work on metals. Cut and file. I broke a ABRAFILE. ~.~ After school i had to wait for ppl. If i am thinkin back, i dun think they deserves it. Well the chinese drama thing for HCL was quite alrite. Finally, i got myself a reason that i dun hav to study so hard.
Time: T(otal control) I (must be willin) ME(eaninful) 1. T(otal control) Take control in everything you do. Take responsibility. To make full use of time, firstly, everything you wanna do muz be in ur control. You might be doin things for the sake of others' but remember, it is your life you are given to live, not others. (Ctn tmr.)
Well, if u think u are better than me, so be it. You dun hav to show off in front of me. I think that you are ignorant. This is my first post showin some of my anger. I am not a veryvery kind person. Dun think that my weakness is that i am 'soft', you can take advantage of that. Frm now on, everyone is my fren, and btw, being my fren = nth. Thanks for those who are true to me. I am sry but because of some ppl, i have to go against myself. This is still, btw, my own choice. When i tell you that i like you, i mean it. And when i dun, dun keep pressin on me. Does looks really matter? Yeah, i am UGLY so wat? All of you guys are selfish. I dun think that anyone of u ppl are trustworthy. I will think deeper abt this matter for the next few days. If anyone rubs in, dun blame me. For all those that i hurt, sry. For all those that really hurt me, Thanks. I hav learn my lessons, and i will nv trust u guys again. And girl, i really do love u. I wasnt jokin at any point of time. Its so wierd that love always form chains. I know u alway hav a change of heart. But now, i dun think i wanna care anymore. I am still ther for ye but, its not wat u get in the past. I will end this off wif this 'quote' i got to know today. 'It's leaving the arms of a beautiful lover you've shamelessly taken for granted. Only in leaving do you realise what you have.'
Today is the ***** day. I find that every mornin is as borin. And math was gettin better. Because MR ***** is havin less PMS. Math was okay? Misso. (i am laughin in my own joke.) Time and again, MR *****'s RIGHTO always come out and wonderfully, i understand wat he teaches. And i began to think that i can do more than wat i could hav done. IT was the best lesson of all the rest. And btw, chinese really **** because, Ms *** hates me. And if u know me well, its because i wanna do better thats why i try to sleep in class.(my style.) Mathworksheet=crap. Mr ***** came in again and scold the class for bein noisy. For once, i think he was rite. And YES i am suppose to go for 'exam lessons'(sounds nicer?). Went back back home wif Alvin and fren. Everyone seems to be usin boxes?.
Time is something that we past everyday. How do we really make full use of them? People often say they are deprive of childhood. But thats not true. If u are a child, u are one. Its is ur childhood. It is the matter of whether is it a enjoyable one. And to make full use of time, plan out what you wanna achieve for the next few year as though u will get wat u wan. Then, for the first few week act against ur goal(do not set juz any goal). See wat happens. (ctn. tmr.)
This part, of all the other parts, is more personal. Thus, i might sometime out of anger do something wrong. First i apologize for any misunderstandin. I think for today, this lyric should do some good. A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me. This is how i feel right now, can i be there for u?
Today is again another borin day. Before recess was English,Lit and PE. PE kinda play capt. ball. Was ownin and the hoops was FUN! Sec ones are always so clever. History was borin. afterafter math had to meet abt the payment thingy be4 PW. Eh, my life is borin. Anyway, i find goin home wif Alvin very fun? Had 'adventures' everytime. Got home and gosh, i STUDIED.
I prefer this part. Because, time is something we should treasure. People always say time is money. But i find it better because ' Time is life'. The amount of time we have on earth is alr decided. What we should and could hav to is to make full use of our time. (continue tmr.)
On this day itself, i finally understand a thing i nv did. The other thing i want to show is that, u should know wat u are doin. Because, many people are the 'i am doin my best' type. But do u really know ur limits? Do u really think abt how and what will happen if u do certain thing? Some will lie to themselves sayin that wateva happens, they are still one of the best. But the sad trust is NO. Take some time out. Maybe be4 u sleep, reflect abt the day. .. For more info, TAGG.
Lessons are always as usual. In the mornin came 2 blow. 13/25,13.5/25 Results for me are always so bad, but ntl, mid-year will be something diff. PE was borin. After recess we had CE . And, grats to SHAUN- chairman. Delbert - vicechair. Deep' - Treasurer. Edric - CIP. Jovan- Sports. Nth much until the end of school. Had UNSW(science) "i either do very well or did very badly." Decide to took the long way and when home wif Alvin(thanks for ur company.) When we got up the bus, u got down on the next time and wat for *NICHOLAS* because Alvin took his tie. I think, they call him and told him that they will wait for him at the MAC. After waitin for quite some time, we walk back to the school's bus stop and yeah could not get the next bus. Plz do wat u preach. The first bus 33 came and was PAXED. So we ask them to wait for the next bus. But, some ppl juz went up. The next bus was near empty.
Sometimes in life u will see people lurking around and wait for an answer that they alr know. I am one of them. People might call u stupid but wat i wan is a defnt ans. Because thing are never goin to end. If a defnt ans is given and you still wanna persever, i wish u best of luck. Because, u will nv succeed. If something is important to u, u may be able to lose it in order to get it. I know at first u try, its hard. But the only thing u should know of is CHOICE. Get wat u wanna hold on to. Be wise.
Today, i learn a lot of things that may be of importance. But i shall only HIGHLIGHT this one. FRIENDSHIP. Like i say juz now, Alvin was the only one willin to help me. I am not sayin that other dun help but i am sayin that he understands why he is helpin and wat he is helpin. Only true frens will dare to do anything to you as long as u are not hurt. TRUE fren are those that will be by ur side wheneva u nid them. TRUE frens are those who u can look upon trouble and they will look upon u when u hav trouble. Being a good fren not juz means givin. It also means takin. To all the TRUE fren in the world, i envy u. To all the *hypocritical* frens, as long as u dun regret.
ILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOUILOVEYOU. Gimme a chance one day, will u?
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Monday, April 21, 2008
Erm, wat do people think they are doin?
Lessons as usual. Chinese we had some kinda compo. And actin? Something lyk that. And ms ***, ur actin is not really that wonderful. ~.~ ART exam is over! Geog was alittlesad ; Ms razie is leavin us, but worst still Mr *** my fave teacher is comin back to teach us CE. After school. Took so long to juz rite a compo.~.~ "I cant stand noise!" Kinda stuffs. And yea i missed a bus. And went home real late. And on the bus, ther's a sweet girl singin a few songs.. That is real wierd because she is singin on a bus.
Today is gonna end soon. So make the best out of the last few hours today. STUDYSTUDY. Exams are comin!!
I hav learn to fear HIM. Got a nightmare last night and things turn out bad. And, i apologize for all that i mistreat.(kinda). And my 'my statment still stands"A strong person can nv work well wif another strong person or a very weak person."' Choose ur stand. I know that i am veryvery wierd and so. Dun ever test my patience. No one will like to see me get REAL angry.
For once, think abt other people. What do u see frm them? Can or did u know anything? Will u understand the true meanin of thing? Has life been miserable all by itself? Or hav YOU make it miserable for urself? THINK abt it.
Today. First blog. Duno wat to do, to write, to post.
First, i shall say, life's good. Went church in the afternoon~ Had lunch. Arcade at TM. Had Mac's Flurry before i go home. And i enjoyed the bus ride. It took me more then 2 hours and there are people doin silly thing(u dun wanna know wat.)
Second, wat is the first thing to do when u get home? Study for exams? Too bd. Cause yeah. Use the com and now got this new blog?~.~
Anyway, i did all those on top because i was bored =p. Nth serious really. I juz dun understand some things. I'll try to.
Sometimes, u gotta learn when u did not get things in ur way. Cause thats when u learn. And yea, went to other's blog and like wat other said' i can find any peaceful blogs'. I wanna thank YH and Gloria for helpin. Anyway, nightz.
(sry for the gramma cause yeah, my english sux and i did this because i was bored.)
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