Dun cry. Tell me why?

2009-08-11T05:07:00.000-07:00

how long since i last post? :D haha. Ohya i'm back, with disappointment. And entertainment ;D BYEBYE, HAVE FUN!

2009-07-31T06:45:00.000-07:00

Sweet. Now it time. I know i did you wrong. For give me will ye? Ily.

2009-07-27T06:11:00.000-07:00

Imma bored. ILY. I'm sorry i didnt make you smile that day. Dont cry please? ;x

2009-07-20T05:49:00.001-07:00

2009-07-20T05:22:00.000-07:00

I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they were lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are some things in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I

I'm never gonna say goodbye
(I'm never gonna say goodbye)
Cos I never wanna see you cry
(never wanna see you cry)
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
(swear it all over again and I)
I'm never gonna treat you bad
(never gonna treat you bad)
Cos I never wanna see you sad
(never wanna see you sad)
I swore to share your joy and your pain
(oh no, oh no)
And I swear it all over again

All over again
All over again
And I swear it all over again

I wont let you go again. I promise :D I'm sorry i did that the last time. ily.

2009-07-17T06:02:00.001-07:00

Hey baby i love you lots and lots :D

2009-07-15T06:57:00.001-07:00

Hihi !! Baby, ily.

2009-07-07T05:43:00.001-07:00

This is not the time yet.

2009-07-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱永远是配角戏多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情

2009-07-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

GoshGoshGosh. Imma so not gonna believe it. The faster i try to run after you, to run behind you, the further i lag behind. And someone else caught up with me. Shall i stop now, once and for all. Or should i continue chasing after what i had since a long time ago. And damn. There are ppl running after the same thing as me. Its impossible for me. It really hard. I dont wanna give up. but. It depends. And the story starts all over again.

2009-07-06T05:48:00.000-07:00

Todaay wass a damnn fun day gosh.

Was late. I realise nowadays imma always late for things luhh. Today go pasir ris park also late sia. Need to buy food for my sis =x =x so cant do anything luhh. Then Jovian came looking for me :D rent bike and play @ the playground. And then.. .. .. I made FAIZ FLY! I mean, he did really flew! And then went to T1 and ate and all. I mean its like damn cool luhh, MS AMY TAN came. And we played hide and seek in the mall! And guess, who i saw! Samantha! She's looking better than before luhh! o.o Hais nvm. DoTA-ed. Shall go and eat now :D

it cant be help. you dont bother to know me. so there's nth i can do. o.o

2009-07-04T05:14:00.001-07:00

there, i posted.

Gimme more time bahh. I have to get over it first.

2009-06-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

Opps. i did it again :/

2009-06-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

Damn. Imma gonna do something i've nv thought i'll do before! Support me will ye?

:D:D

2009-06-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

Imma gonna go for it! YESYESYES! Cause i can do it! :D

Pray hard ! Tomorrow's the day!!

Everyone ! HERE I COME!

2009-06-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

I'm really troubled.

Grew up in a small town, And when the rain would fall down, I'd just stare out my window. Dreaming of what could be, And if I'd end up happy. I would pray. trying not to reach outbut when i try to speakoutfelt like no one could hear me wanted to belong herebut something felt so wrong hereso i pray i could breakawayI'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky. Make a wish, take a chance,Make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun. But I won't forget all the ones that I love. I'll take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Wanna feel the warm breeze. Sleep under a palm tree. Feel the rush of the ocean. Get onboard a fast train. Travel on a jetplane. Far away, And break away. I'm spreadin' my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky. Make a wish, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun. But I won't forget all the ones that I love. I'll take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Buildings with a hundred floors. Swinging with revolving doors. Maybe I don't know where they'll take me. Gotta keep movin on movin on. Fly away, Break away.I'm spreadin' my wings and I'll learn how to fly. Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, Take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun. But I won't forget the place I come from, I gotta take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. I should Breakaway. Break away.

2009-06-25T07:32:00.001-07:00

用翅膀飞出一片天
用梦想打造一把剑
让我的名字
向四面八方随阳光蔓延

用风雨温暖一颗心
用热血蒸发每滴泪
让我的双手
抓住了黎明擦亮黑夜

跨过山
越过海
我不怕别人笑我狂野
想摘星
想追月
只要愿意谁都不能改变

青春无限
完美世界
希望跟随脚步在跳跃
踏上自己的路
不管有多辛苦
都是一场华丽冒险

青春无限
完美世界
拥抱快乐距离不遥远
用心面对挑战
真爱就会出现
追逐完美追逐永远

2009-06-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

This song is nice!

2009-06-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

I'm really confuse. I dont know what more i could get, what more i want.

2009-06-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I'm standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can't you see…

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don't know if my tongue's able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we'll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

2009-06-08T07:26:00.001-07:00

Even if i dont belong within you now, i cant be without you anytime. ily.

2009-06-08T07:01:00.000-07:00

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
I still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It’ll all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

2009-06-08T04:36:00.000-07:00

FInally! Imma cool!!

First dayy of Imos!
lol. bearing checks is stupid. Really =.= even though i nv kena ;D weeeeee!~ But still.. .. .. Hahah. I just feel damn empty like. 24/7 =.= and like. damn weird. like no one else is interested like that luhh. Not just 'other' ppl. 'own' ppl other luhh. =.= NVM. ishallstudyhardandmakeyouproud:D

Weeeheee. TWO MORE DAYS!! :D:D illyyy

This video is damn sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!

2009-06-05T02:47:00.000-07:00

OHohohohoh! that was so damn touching :(:(

2009-06-04T06:37:00.000-07:00

Whoeva you're thinking of right now. it isnt me .. ..

Wa. Today was fun mann! Damn. I realized i sms less than 50 times today :D And i'm like outside for damn long. Being kept at home isnt fun ;( see, i dont feel like posting =x

baby, ily. =/

2009-06-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

baby, i love you!! :D

2009-06-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

:D its okay. I can try again next time.

I love you!

2009-06-01T07:03:00.000-07:00

I'm still young ;D

Gosh. I finding my ways in and out of songs. And imma immersed.
And now. Wondering what i could really do. This is indeed,
the best time to study. Its alright.
i said i could wait. and i would.

love ye.

2009-06-01T01:13:00.001-07:00

2009-05-31T23:22:00.000-07:00

.. .. .. Sweating like mad! weehee. Idk what to say =x

2009-05-31T06:36:00.000-07:00

i hate this feeling man. This sucks. Really. Its like imma going through cool turkey again. I dont like this. Stop it will ye?

2009-05-30T03:53:00.000-07:00

.. .. .. .. Spoilers =.=

Principles are gonna be follow. Time to return :D

2009-05-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

I love you. A lot. And imma not that =.= person.

2009-05-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

.. .. .. .. ..

I just realised! I've been a good boy and has been praised by teachers!! :D cool sia. Mrs chee keep telling my mum imma good boy O.o I shall study hard and do well :D

2009-05-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird... I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd... but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed... but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

Up, up and away... away from me
Well it's all right... you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy... or anything...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside of me
Yeah, inside of me
Inside of me

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

It's not easy to be me

Gosh, Baby ILY! :D

2009-05-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

baby, the only words i would want to say to you is, I LOVE YOU. And i really do.

2009-05-23T21:56:00.000-07:00

Its of no use. I'm just gonna laugh while i can. Yes. Laugh. Thanks man. Fuck off. Trust is different from anything else.

2009-05-23T21:39:00.000-07:00

Fuck all of you liers man. Damn your mum.
I mean, i'm really pissed. Put all the fucking blame on me again. Like. I did nth, then why put words into my mouth. Wth sia. I didnt even reveal any of your fucking secret. And do think i fucking dont know whats on your mind. You selfish bastard. I mean. Damn you all larz. CRAPPERS!. SMILE more man. NB. Dont think i did any fucking thing larz. I did nth of that sort man. Believe those lies frm him all you fucking wann. :D

2009-05-23T18:25:00.001-07:00

别说对不起 , 别让我伤了心 , 才说不是故意 , 我却无法怪你 ; 能不能不爱了 , 因为爱太痛了 , 我痛得快死了 , 却无法把你忘了

2009-05-23T18:07:00.000-07:00

Oh damn. Thats my fault. Again. Wdv.

At least i dont thinkk imma alone. Or do i? Its stupid to think you're alone. And damn it all. Politics suits me better than relationships.

2009-05-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

Perhaps, dying doesnt solve all problems. But at least, it cures boredom.

Damn. IDK what to say alr. I'mma dead tired. And stop playing with me as if im your toys. I have feelings too. I think.

Damn damn damn ily gosh.

2009-05-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

I mean like seriously, something needs to be change.

I dont understand. Dont try to cheat me again.

2009-05-20T06:39:00.001-07:00

another of the most powerful entities, Omega is the exact opposite of Chaos. where Chaos is corruption, Omega is Purity, his huge body made of positive energy. contrary to popular belief, however, he is not a good demon, he is one of the the evil demons. given his size and capacities for amassing the energy of souls living and dead, his powers are enormous and are feared far and wide. Chaos is the only demon known to be able to match his power, hence the only one able to face him. given that their energies are equal, however, the battle can only end with the destruction of both of them. omega has the greatest healing capacity and his attacks are all based on energy release, his greatest being armaggedon, an attack to end a world.

2009-05-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

Damn. Again. :D its okay. YAY! SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!

2009-05-19T06:05:00.000-07:00

Deceptions and Illusions.

Got back some weird results. My OMGOSH parents says its okay. I thought they would kill me for not getting ALL As man. Wow. Imma still have to study and all =x hais.

DA

2009-05-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

What more do you expect frm me?
There isnt a word frm any wise man to tell me what to do. And, DAMN i'm stuck. Its worst then have a fever or what. Damn. What is this coming to? I dont know what i want anymore. No aim. Nth. Damn. Why am i here?

2009-05-18T06:17:00.000-07:00

DAmn. imma gonna BREAK. DAmn. DAmn. What can i do? I just wanna finish off what i've done man. End it, and i'll end eh? Damn. How long more will this siege last?

2009-05-18T04:27:00.000-07:00

Dont be stupid. I have no more reason to live. This battle is within myself. Alright.

2009-05-17T17:28:00.000-07:00

Yes, i love you. Just as i hate the world as much. And GOSH! imma going out in a while.perhaps i'll post, perhaps w'll not.

2009-05-16T00:56:00.000-07:00

Exams are officially over. For me ;D

Somehow its just boring. and feelings' aint mutual. So its EMO TIME!

Baby ily.

2009-05-16T00:54:00.001-07:00

This song is really nice!

陳奕迅-K歌之王

2009-05-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hi. I dont really know what to say. =x Crossed feeling. I feel like hating the world. Yes i do =/

2009-04-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

沒關係真的沒關係我也早就該回去再一杯我告訴自己到此為止乾了不再續麻煩你加冰威士忌對不起來個DOUBLE的喝到這裡終於夠勇氣說一個經歷那晚下雨在這店裡也放著這著曲有個男子搭上一個女子反正失戀他當然不介意有段艷遇只是回到他的家裡十幾坪家徒札一聲不響那女的掉頭離去就像三個小時前未婚妻初次到來嫌棄的樣子(就像我的未婚妻對不起好像說成是我的樣子我是沒關係) 沒關係真的沒關係一晚上就失戀兩次那男子還不懂得懷疑到底自己是否沒出息不客氣別給我ICE TEA 客人們不是我嚇跑的別看著我這個不過是我朋友的經歷

LOL. Haissss. 我现在再也不会原谅你了。

Weeeeeheeeee! Cannn type leeerrr.after so damn hell long. Nvm, anywa, mid-year's coming. So imma gonna study soon ;D

baby, i **** you. -__-

2009-04-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

Lies. Ugly. Enemy. Holocaust.

Hais. Damn. Dont know why today, was quite fun larz. Got geog in the morning! HAHA!. I studied luhh!. Hmmm. Then went lan after that. Played left4dead with Jovian, Wenkai, Issac. :D Haha. I'm the best at saving ppl luhh! See, i'm born to defend ;D Haha. Then when they went off, played Dota. AND got OWNED by ppl t.t Hias. I so noob O.o Went over to have lunch! Then went to Crystal's house O.o

Happy birthday in advance. Wee.

now i'm bored =/

2009-04-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

This pain you've caused in stinging. I love you.

2009-04-23T04:29:00.001-07:00

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - yeah I'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

baby,Ily.

2009-04-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

Downpour, The Heavy Rain.

Haisss. Damn. Emo. But so wat? :D Cheer me on!

(EMOing in progress, please SMS!)

Its you again. Its always you.

2009-04-22T05:12:00.000-07:00

RawR. WL eh. Damnnnnnnnnnnnnn. So not fair. Nvm, Life's like that.

Thank to ppl like Jovian, Today was fun. :D Weeee!

When I see you
I run out of words to say
I wouldn't leave you
'Cause you're that type of girl to make me stay

I see the guys tryna holla, girl I don't wanna bother you
'Cause you're independent and you got my attention
Can I be your baby father? Girl, I just wanna show you
That I love what you are doin' hun

I see you in the club, you gettin' down girl
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful

Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away, yeah
And like the sun you
Brighten the day, you brighten my day, yeah

I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

I see you in the club, you gettin' down girl
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful

Kardinal told you, whether the sky blue or yellow
This fella ain't that mellow if it ain't about you!
Hourglass shape make a place go 'woo!'
Waistline makes my soldier salute

I'm a brute, high from your high heel game
High heels push up ya ass last name
And you livin' in the fast lane, eyes like an angel
Goddess, watch my gal and how she undress

Spotless, heartless, bad to the bone
Make me wanna go put me in the triple-X zone
Lames don't know how to talk to you
So let me walk with you, hold my hand

I'ma spend them grands but after you undress
Not like a hooker but more like a Princess
Queen, Empress, President
Pull anywhere you go on Earth 'cause you're beautiful, okay?

I see you in the club, you gettin' down girl
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful

You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful

Where'd you come from? You're outta this world to me
You're a symbol of what every beautiful woman should be, ooh wee

I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

I see you in the club, you gettin' down girl
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful
So damn beautiful
You're so beautiful

Lol. baby. Gosh, i've fallen for you.

2009-04-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

MTDFF - -- --- ----RubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbish
RubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbishRubbish

Yeah, you are a FF. Rubbish.

2009-04-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

"You must be the change you wish to see in the world."

— Mahatma Gandhi

My life is changing, :D for the better! (for you)

2009-04-21T04:18:00.000-07:00

Weakness.

Your Heart:

You're an overall strong person who has very few fears. People may even see you as very fierce, but your weakness is your heart. Unfortunately, this shows up at inopportune times, such as in a crowded movie theater during a touching scene or at your child's graduation ceremony. You cry at weddings, funerals, baptisms, birthdays, and yes, even at telephone company commercials. If you're a woman, this is overlooked. If you're a man, other men don't understand, but who cares? Women love it!

2009-04-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

Freedom is brought to a whole new level!

Study for Mid-Years!

baby, ily.

2009-04-19T05:20:00.000-07:00

I dare say. I'm punished. -_- Hais. And i so dont like it.

2009-04-18T20:40:00.000-07:00

Hi. ILY. Bye.

2009-04-18T06:28:00.001-07:00

Hais... T.T

2009-04-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

its no use, I give up, Holding the strings of a Broken kite.

2009-04-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

If you fall into a hole, You wont know the way out. If your outside, escape became clearer.

Hais. Ci! NabEi. WL eh. NVM. My bite is worst than my bark. Just wait and see.

2009-04-16T04:53:00.001-07:00

MAN! Fun day ahead of me! :D I'm feeling better. Compared to just now =.= Hais. nVm . Bye.

2009-04-14T06:49:00.001-07:00

Hi, busy :D Bye!!
Weeeehee!~

2009-04-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

Waawaaa damn cool sia. I can actually think of that many love notes frm a single object =.= CASSanova. -.O

2009-04-12T04:19:00.000-07:00

2009-04-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

If losing you means learning a lesson, lesson learned.

Hais. Too bad larz. This is getting nowhere. I might as well. .. ... .. BYE. Weeeeheeee!~ Thats how i learn how to fly.

2009-04-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

Thank the world, and thank God. :D

Weeeheee. Damn, i'm so high now. Cant be stoped O.o

To those who are still around and well,
Okay, first of all, i'm so gonna thank my parents, for bringing me physically to this world! and thank you for giving me all the financial supports all these year ;D Love ye, Dad and Mum!

next up, my biological sister! Thank you, for being so nice to lend me your phone everyday to charge ;D and allowing me to use ur notebook when my comp spoilt :D

Thank Jw, JR, Aaron, Zan, CR and HT! Soccer someday again kays? Gosh! Thanks for all those things you guys had done for me all those while. Since we were much younger.. .. .. ..

Thank ker, Saraphenia, justin and *Mr COOL dude*, Its like you're here for me even though i was weak at thattt pointda time, you saved me!

Hmmmm.. .. ... .. .. .. .. So much more, i could had done for you guys. But those below, i've owe them more, much more.

Hmmmm. Perhaps. I shall start with guys '' Weeeeheee!"
Yanhan! Sorry ehh. Could accompany you today. Was sick and tired after training =x and i got no money with me alr. :( but it's okay! Next time, i'll treat you kay! Thank you for being such a good friend to me luhh. It's like everytime, you just cling on to our friendship! And that will be what's holding us in time to come! :D And yes.. We're in diff class but so? Grow on stronger!

Happy Bdae SC! ..
Sc, Shaun, Bene!

Thanks to you guys, these few days of mine are most fulfilling! As in seriously larz. I thought i would die of boredom! And you guys came and taught me SHADOW punch O.o RawR! i wann fries ;D;D And then. We spend all those time after school and stuff! It was fun, seriously, i hope this will continue! :D

biNGO Chern Yue!
CSM to be, you are so damn loyal luhh! Weeeheeee! okay larz. I say i'll change right? And i will! haha. Or else i owe you lunch every single day.. ^^ Happy relationship with ~her~ .. .. .. ;D

hak jin. Weeheee. Thanks for going home with me! LOL. Basketball?

alvis.! PW. Lets work harder together bahh!

Gt Wei Jie! ;D
Thanks for leading, teaching and comforting me all this while ;D I've learn a lot frm you! really!

Who else did i left out?.. .. ..

now, i'm feeling damn high. While doing all these, I took breaks and jump around on my bed !! O.o

Okay larz. I shall just type all the rest of the names all at once, wann me to explain the reason for thanking you, SMS me ;D Yeah!
Thank you, Esther, Gloria, Vivian, Veena, Tiff, ZB, ner, cass, shimin, tilda, Stingray!, rW, ashley and Hoone jing. And not to forget, PS.. .. you're the only one who gives me present luhh O.o!

okay. I'm done! Thank God!

Alrite.!

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

baby, i dont know what is happening between us. Or me, or you. It's really painful even though life is fun. Its okay, i can wait. But what about you?

2009-04-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

Happy sad day!

okay bahh. today i shall post something on juvenile delinquency.

It is not external forces the had led to the rise in juvenile delinquency but a lack of parental guidance.. ?

The problem of juvenile delinquency has assumed alarmingporportions in most countries today. This is because more people below the age of legal responsibilty are engaging in offences like shoplifting and even murder. While a lack of parental contorl s definitely the primary cause of juvenile delinquecy, it is not the only one. Instead, it is a problem that is attributed to a combination of actions that also include external forces like the influence of the mass media and peer pressure.

.. too laggie. I shall post later.. =x

Today shall be the day i shall thank every single one! smsed. i will repost tmr ;D bored leh. Too lagg man. Awwwwwwww.

2009-04-09T06:07:00.000-07:00

Hi. . i using my sis's com sia O.o mine is a goner. I gonna post a damn long post tmr anyway! I'm turning away. I- ---- - you.

2009-04-06T05:24:00.001-07:00

maths was easy. I love you.

2009-04-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

Weeeeheeee. Okay. Nvm. I shall post something nice tmr. Today, i shall rest. Study for test guys! I'm not alone. :D

2009-04-04T05:29:00.001-07:00

"Needs extra attention and must feel he is very important to those around him. If he doesn't think he is being spoiled enough, he may shut himself off from others."

"Needs to meet people who have the same high principals and values as himself, but finds the need unfulfilled. His need to feel dominate and superior leaves him feeling isolated and does not allow for him to give freely of himself. He would like to surrender and let go, but sees that as a weakness he must not give in to. Holding back will allow him to stand out for the crowd and earn a higher status, recognized by others as unique and important."

"Demanding and picky in his relationships, but careful not to bring out conflict or disagreements and this may decrease his chances of achieving his goals and ideas."

"Feels he is not receiving his fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. He keeps his emotions bottled up, leaving him quick to take offense to small things. He tries to make the best of his situation."

Is feeling emotionally drained from stressful and tense situations. He is in need of peace and quiet in order to overcome his lack of energy and may become irritable if he does not recover.

"Willing to become emotionally involved, but is demanding and picky when choosing a partner. Is careful not to bring out conflict or disagreements as this may decrease his chances of achieving his goals and ideas."

"He feels life in general is handing him to many difficult and unpleasant things, but no one else seems to agree with him. He is resistant to joining in with others and want to be left alone."

"Struggles with his need for respect and admiration from others; feels he needs to make a name for himself and stand out from the crowd. He acts out by insisting he be the center of attention, and refuses to step back, stand down, or take on a minor, insignificant role."

So damn true. Parts of it. Wow.

I'll skip rule 2 cause its hard to explain. And nobody else bothers. And i give up.

2009-04-03T07:28:00.001-07:00

2009-04-03T06:36:00.000-07:00

Never meant to hurt you but I know I did
Knocking on the door baby something gotta give
Chasing all these women
That's just how us rappers live
I know I did a lot of things that you can't forgive
I was so weak when I should of been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind I knew that it was all wrong
It's bonnie and Clyde just you and me from now on

I've never been faithful before in my life
Didn't understand the words husband and wife
Every time I cheated on you it cut you like a knife
I'm so ashamed I could take my own life
Trying to keep my image up I lied and hid you
Had to be a rapper couldn't be seen with you
You used to call me late night cuz you really missed me
I didn't even answer cuz I was out tricking
Smelling like perfume, coming home late
Another group of chicks so many damn mistakes
Everything I said to you, you knew that it was fake
A million tears rollin down your precious little face

Never meant to hurt you but I know I did
Knocking on the door baby something gotta give
Chasing all these women
That's just how us rappers live
I know I did a lot of things that you can't forgive
I was so weak when I should of been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind I knew that it was all wrong
It's bonnie and Clyde just you and me from now on

Where ever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

So many times I took you for granted
So much pain I know you can't stand it
Embarrassed you in front of your whole family
The way that I acted I should of won a Grammy

Into a million pieces I shattered you apart
You gave me all your trust and I broke your heart
Trying to be a thug out here acting all hard
Late night picking up chicks in your car

I'd do anything if I could take you back
Just you and me in my first Cadillac
You a lil gangster chick wearing my hat
Took it all for granted everything that I had

Never meant to hurt you but I know I did
Knocking on the door baby something gotta give
Chasing all these women
That's just how us rappers live
I know I did a lot of things that you can't forgive
I was so weak when I should of been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind I knew that it was all wrong
It's bonnie and Clyde just you and me from now on

Where ever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Never meant to hurt you but I know I did
Knocking on the door baby something gotta give
Chasing all these women
That's just how us rappers live
I know I did a lot of things that you can't forgive
I was so weak when I should of been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind I knew that it was all wrong
It's bonnie and Clyde just you and me from now on

I feel emo all of a sudden. =x

S, i'm sorry.

Rule.

2009-04-03T05:09:00.000-07:00

Well, I'll start with my own first rule of life.

"Dont just treat everyone equally. Treat them fairly."
Yes, that our first rule. See, i'm changing. And i'm also trying. Trying to kick of my habit. Its not easy forgetting past habits. Not to forget. Gangster's scar cant be erased. So yeah.

Back to the rule. I shall explain a little :D
Treating people fairly is more just and equal. For some reason, this hit me when i'm asleep. And i was inspired by Shaun. And to treat people fairly simply means to treat them how they are suppose to be treated. Its not just treating people how you yourself wants to be treat. Each one of us have different needs. For a start, be nice to people who are trying hard to be nice to you. Dont stand up for people who isnt right. Dont give in to something you strong believes. Thats life. The more you try, the better results you get. And everyone around you is the main contributing factor for the results you want. :D Different people have to be treated differently. Yes, they can be hurt and, yes, they can be hurt.

Yes. I'm asked why, so its only right i answer right?
First thing first. i wanna thank bene ;D for putting so much trust in me. You could have guessed, what i'm talking abt here. And thank SC and Ker too btw :D I must first say sorry to all my friends. Sorry for being barbaric cause thats my nature, sorry for being a bastard cause i'm xtra. I know. Most of the time, when i hurt you, i dont really mean it. Really. And i think its only right, that i treat each and everyone of you better ;D Wait for me, i'm coming. STW!

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever

Baby, i dont know what to say about you.

2009-04-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

Back to Basics :D inspired by Shaun.

Yay, baby, could you just .. .. ..?

2009-04-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

99% Shark. Man!

Weeheeee. I dont know what i wanna say again =x I feel damn emo nia. Fuck. damnn. But nvm =D I'll have fun.

Baby, I wanna know all the truths.

2009-04-02T04:43:00.000-07:00

It your life. It's your fight.

Lol. I got this cool msg when i'm on a bus. LOL

I wannted to type out a whole long essay abt me being a df. I'm born df. but i'm not gonna do anything abt it.

Baby. I love you truly.

2009-04-01T05:11:00.000-07:00

IDK wat to say to you.

And yes, baby, ily.

2009-03-31T05:09:00.001-07:00

SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.

2009-03-31T04:49:00.000-07:00

Time to recover :D

Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

weeeeheeeee. Today was a sleepy one =D I slept like veryy veryy long =.= SHYT, i'll nida do my PW work and my science blog now. Damn.

Happy bdae Stingray :D It's been a year since i know you :p and you've been lying to me since :D Seeye, and hope your dreams come true!

2009-03-30T06:38:00.001-07:00

We were running through the town
Our senses had been drowned
No place we hadn't been before

We learned to live and then
Our freedom came to an end
We have to break down this wall

To young to live a lie
Look into my eyes

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down

Don't you turn around

We are looking back again
Our loneliness and pain
Never been so wide awake

Breathe slowly in and out
somewhere behind the clouds
I can see the morning break

To young to live a lie
Look into my eyes

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down

Don't you turn around

Leave it all behind you now
The final wall is breaking down
We are all it's all about
Nothing can stop us now

I promise you right know
I never let you down
Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down

Don't turn around

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't you turn around

Don't you turn around
Don't you turn around

2009-03-28T16:25:00.000-07:00

Weow, that was nice.

Yesterday's earth hour, i was asleep without fans and air-con =D Yay. Yesterday, woke up in the morning and went to school. It took half an hour for the guard to come and open the door =.= Not just that luhh. ( accept your mistakes and move on) =D then went to sembawang camp. And then did everything luhh. It wasnt really nice of other schools to take all the nice/new/easier kayaks luhh. But its the skills that matters =D Did some capsize thing. P.S i was damn scare. Then the sir instructed bene to swim back alone with the kayak. And ask me to swim back. With only pfd and paddle =.= I nearly died. LOL. Then when started kayaking, me and bene were like the last few group. Then i kena depressed. At start only i feel tired and wanna give up. Then in the end. I dont know why luhh, i started singing. (my singing suck though.) Then frm all the behind, we caught up and became in front. And frm then, we nv lose our distant. Damn! i was surprise. I thought i would die. Hakjin and Darren's suppose to be the fastest. Followed by Jay and feng. Indeed they were. But for some stupid reason, the sir give some school first and another one 2nd. Then bene and me got pushed forward.. Which we were suppose to be fifth. LOL. Unfair treatment. But still, all of us get to move on to the next round =D Congrats XD

Weeeheeee. I wanted to do hw and stuffs last night luhh. And of course basketball. but in the end, i slept like a =.= And woke up only hours ago =.= Thats okay. Haha.

And baby, i've got so much things to say to you. but no, i will treat you esp.. Nice.

2009-03-27T07:15:00.000-07:00

Oh Fuck that hell. Man, you just dont understand a single fuck. Its not as if i have unlimited patiences =.- And yes. I use words to vent my damned angry. And i feel fucking violent right now. No, i dont wanna hurt you. But dont hurt me otherwise.

2009-03-27T04:36:00.000-07:00

Say, what if i love you?

Weeheeee. IMT-ed juz now =D The foxhole thing was so cool luhh! lol. OKay larz. Other than. ( ) i got nth else to say luhh.

2009-03-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hi, I love you, Bye.

2009-03-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

Baby, i'm disappointed.

2009-03-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

Cheer up, baby =x

Today was BORING as usual. I'm so gonna change my sit =D Yeah! I got my first copy =D Shared with Bene! I'm so not clean any more =x THATs SADD =.=

2009-03-23T03:42:00.000-07:00

I'm using my sis' notebook now =D My com juz spoilt =x Sad sia. It'll simply mean that i will just have to study =D so yeah. What are you doing now? I'm like juz bored =x its okay. BYEBYE

2009-03-22T04:45:00.000-07:00

Wow. It surpass 7k alr. but its still .. .. .. ..

I'm really very. Yeah.

2009-03-21T21:02:00.000-07:00

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1. This is what
he came up with.....

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic
and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6 and
threw up. So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him. Then I took
a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away.

10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my
boss and told him I was 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I am so nice
2 him but I don't know what he 1.

2009-03-21T20:20:00.000-07:00

Na na na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na

I guess I just lost my husband
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna drink my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent (nope)
I've got a brand new attitude,
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I'm gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na na na na na
I wanna start a fight
Na na na na na
I wanna start a fight

[Chorus]
So,
So what I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't need you
And guess what
I'm havin more fun
And now that were done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright
I'm just fine
And you're a tool so
So what
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And I don't want you tonight

Unh Check my flow Uohhh

The waiter just took my table
And gave it to Jessica Simps
(Shit! )
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll know how to hit
(Oops)
What if this song's on the radio,
Then somebody's gonna die! haha
I'm going to get in trouble,
My ex will start a fight

Na na na na
He's gonna to start a fight
Na na na na
We're all gonna
To get into a fight

WEEE!~ Today is a SUNDAY.

Just because, 'Not everyday's a sunday!'

Been at home since yesterday. I slept for millions straight. GOSH. So actually had nth much. Oh i woke up at 4 todaee =D So while no one's awake, i've been doing my homework =D i'm left with Emaths. And damned, i'm so gonna die. Was jealous/angry/hyper yesterday. Today was better =D I dont wanna mordernize anymore. Nope. Rural ! Currently, my mine's in a blank.

You weren't fair
You never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there, you let me fall

2009-03-20T06:53:00.001-07:00

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day but they'll never throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

2009-03-20T06:43:00.000-07:00

Jonathan

it mean around the way farhan lead us

but sometimes like slightly overboard

but i respect u

cos u got the courage to lead

not like me

wanna lead but dont dare

( Thanks for that encouragement man. I'm sorry if i talk to in a some damn tone larz. But we're classmates for 2 years and we have 2 more yearz in ncc luhh =D)